As I grew up I was always getting into trouble. I now know that I had ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder.) My parents would make me read portions of the bible before they slapped me or used the cane on me. I still have "flashbacks" of times when I messed up giving bible readings and everyone laughed at me. School was extremely hard, because I was bullied for being a Jehovah's Witness, not that it was my choice.
I left the Watchtower Society cult at age fifteen and until this day, I have struggled with the horrific treatment that I received for all those years. What I endured is part of the reasons that I now have a psychiatrist. The only thing I have to look forward to is the day I die, because then it will all stop. I've tried to kill myself so many times. The last time they wanted to admit me to a mental health hospital. I will succeed one day and then my nightmares will end.
I urge anyone, who is thinking of joining the Watchtower Society of Jehovah's Witnesses cult, not to. Take up a hobby instead. Anyone who is thinking of leaving......do it, and don't look back.
Note from Noel Parsons: Please be assured that Martin is under psychiatric care and that there are Ex-Jehovah's Witness licensed counselors online to help Martin, as well.